SAF Seeking… The Freedom of the Truth

Therapy: just replace Joseph Gordon-Levitt’s face with mine.


I’m trying to kick the grief in the butt. I know it’s been a month… be gentle with yourself, etc. BUT! I won’t lie, grief is all-consuming and sometimes I find myself crying in the car because an exit reminds me of something. (“Oh look. There’s the In-and-Out. We ate there.”) Grocery shopping is like walking thru the death halls of memory. (-”Pickled beets. That’s one of his favorites.” -”Oh, there’s a sale on Via Decaf coffee. He liked decaf.” -”Figs. We never had enough figs.”)

Why are you here in the grocery store, you traitorous decaf coffee you?!?!

A Mix Tape For You (song 2 of 30)

For the next thirty days – in no particular order besides that which occurs to me over my morning coffee and bagel – I will put together a thirty song mix tape for you.  For our readers too young to know what a mix tape actually is, it was a cassette tape you made, painstakingly, in real time, for one of two reasons: 1) to court somebody by expressing your feelings in song, or, 2) to make a tape for yourself so you wouldn’t have to put up with annoying ads and crappy music on the radio.

These are a little bit of both: I’m hoping to connect with you, and I just want to enjoy listening to songs I really, really love.

A Mix Tape For You (song 1 of 30)

For the next thirty days – in no particular order besides that which occurs to me over my morning coffee and bagel – I will put together a thirty song mix tape for you.  For our readers too young to know what a mix tape actually is, it was a cassette tape you made, painstakingly, in real time, for one of two reasons: 1) to court somebody by expressing your feelings in song, or, 2) to make a tape for yourself so you wouldn’t have to put up with annoying ads and crappy music on the radio.

These are a little bit of both: I’m hoping to connect with you, and I just want to enjoy listening to songs I really, really love.

Three Hundred Bucks Is Three Hundred Bucks

Now I first need to say, I’m no sucker.  I haven’t – even fleetingly – considered giving money to exiled Nigerian princes or actual friends whose accounts get hacked and send me notes about having their passports stolen in Hungary.

I’m not, for the most part, an idiot, but a certain “Don Neumann” sent me the following email:

Would You Wrap Your Car in an Ad for $300 Weekly? If you have got a car, truck or a bike you are qualified. The wrap doesn’t damage paint. Reply if interested.

This seems legit.  You are being paid to be a rolling billboard.  Passes the common sense smell test.

The YOMYOMF Network: We’re on a Boat (with YouTube)

Regular readers of this blog know that some of the YOMYOMF Network gang are in New York for Digital Newfronts this week—the annual event where the major players in the online world showcase their wares to advertisers. And tonight was what is arguably the granddaddy of all Newfronts events—YouTube’s Brandcast.

Ryan Higa & D-Trix

As YOMYOMF is a part of YouTube’s Original Channels Program, I can’t claim to be completely objective, but when it comes to online video content, YouTube is king (with over a billion visitors every month watching YouTube for a total of 6 billion hours) and they threw the party of all parties to match their status.

The view from Pier 36 as the event starts.

Brandcast took place at a huge warehouse at New York’s Pier 36, which was followed by dinner on board two huge yachts. Yup, we were on a boat.

The Billion Dollar Man

  • April 30, 2013
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Congrats to our fellow Offender Justin whose next project—a little film called Fast & Furious 6—hits theaters this Memorial Day weekend. Apparently, according to today’s cover of Variety (aka Hollywood’s Bible), he’s the Billion Dollar Filmmaker.

Which is cool for many reasons, but not least of all for this reason—when I was a kid, I loved Steve Austin aka The Six Million Dollar Man.

There’s Still Time!

Don’t freak out!  There IS still time!  Today is the last day of National Distracted Driving Awareness Month.

You were probably so focused on the fact that it is also National Pecan Month that you forgot all about NDDAM.

But it’s never too late to do something about it.   Not to toot my own horn, but here’s what I’ve done while driving in observance of NDDAM:

Stopped trying to come up with a better acronym than NDDAM.

Stopped trying to tickle my son in the passenger seat, and then, when he grabs my arm and yells “Stop it!” act all concerned and worried and yell back “Don’t!  I’m driving!”

The YOMYOMF Network: A New York State of Mind

  • April 29, 2013
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I’m in the Big Apple this week with my YOMYOMF Network colleagues Abdul Khan and Chester See for Digital Newfronts. This is the equivalent of the annual TV upfronts for the online world—where big players like YouTube, Yahoo, Hulu, etc… showcase their upcoming content for brand and advertisers. This is only the second year for Newfronts, but if the crazy scene at the Yahoo presentation that I just returned from tonight is any indication, it’s already become a very big deal.

Today may have been the official kickoff for Newfronts, but I’ve been in town since Saturday when the organizers of En Route: the 7th Annual New York Asian American Student Conference invited my fellow Offender David Henry Hwang, YouTube’s Christine Kim and me to speak at New York University about our upcoming YouTube adaptation of David’s award-winning play Yellow Face and what it means to create original content for our YouTube channel (speaking of which, if you want to win free ticks to our L.A. screening of Yellow Face this Sunday, you have until 11:59PM EST on April 30 to enter–all the info is here).

AROUND THE HORN: The Unwinding Road

  • April 29, 2013
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Living in Los Angeles often means that your life’s pace is permanently set to a breakneck speed.  I find that I’m no exception and, as someone that thrives more in relaxed environments, it’s often overwhelming and stressful.

That’s why when there’s a means available to decompress and regroup, I take it – no matter how unusual it may be.

Of course, there’s the classic “close your eyes and take a deep breath” technique, which has undoubtedly served me well, but I’ve been picking up on some new ones as of late.  My personal favorite is assembling Ikea furniture.

Can the Ruining of Kickstarter be a Boon to Asian American Cinema?

  • April 26, 2013
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On the heels of the successful Kickstarter campaign to bring cult favorite Veronica Mars to the big screen, comes word that other Hollywood types are also turning to the online crowd-sourcing site to raise money for their own passion projects. Most recently, Scrubs’ Zach Braff took to Kickstarter a couple of days ago to raise funds for his indie Wish I Was Here which is sort of/but not really a sequel to his earlier indie hit Garden State.

While he has already raised over $1.7 million as of this writing toward his $2 million goal, it hasn’t been all love and roses for Braff as he has incurred the wrath of many netizens who are accusing the actor of “ruining Kickstarter.” It seems there are folks who just don’t like the idea of a “rich” Hollywood celebrity taking advantage of a platform that was created to support those who are more…needy. The criticism got so bad that Braff had to respond by stating that he doesn’t have Oprah Winfrey money i.e. he’s not as rich as you think. Well…he’s rich but he’s not Oprah “I’m worth billions of dollars” rich.

Still, regardless of where you stand on this issue (I would’ve thought a more appropriate criticism would be—was anyone really hankering for another Zach Braff-directed indie?), it’s clear that the success of the Veronica Mars crowd sourcing campaign has opened the flood gates and online fundraising will most likely undergo drastic changes that we might not have even seen coming just a month ago.

I’ve blogged previously about “Kickstarter fatigue” but I’m now wondering if the “ruining” of Kickstarter by Hollywood’s intrusion might serve to benefit Asian American cinema.

The YOMYOMF Network: ‘Internet Icon’ Season 2 Kicks Off May 21

We launched the YOMYOMF Network last year with the YouTube reality show Internet Icon as our tent pole program to huge success (10 million+ views and counting) so it’s a no-brainer that we would bring it back in a bigger and better way to officially launch our second year of programming.

So for all of you who’ve been asking, “When is Internet Icon coming back?” You only need to wait a few short weeks until May 21 when it will premiere as part of YouTube’s Comedy Week celebration. And you’ll be able to watch every Tuesday and Thursdays until the finale which will be livestreamed before a studio audience on July 27 from the new YouTube production facility in Playa Vista, California. And yes, if you want to attend the finale in person, watch the show for details.

So catch up on season 1 here and check out all the info below and we’ll see you on May 21!

Is It Possible To Root For Two Teams At Once? And If So, What Does It Say About You?

It drives my family crazy, in fact, sickens them.

Last year, when it became clear the Oakland Raiders had no chance of making the playoffs, I suddenly got very interested in the San Francisco 49ers, and would chatter on like a schoolgirl with a crush about how amazing Colin Kaepernick (“C-Kap”) was.

And not that it matters, but his girlfriend is kinda amazing, too.

When the Oakland A’s were knocked out of the playoffs, I couldn’t stop gushing about how the San Francisco Giants swept the Tigers in the World Series.  And Pablo “Panda Bear” Sandoval hitting three home runs in one game?  Well I just swooned.